Today is the day before the last day of school. Party day at our school. Yesterday I stayed up and made cookies in the shape of cupcakes. I worked the dough over and over again before they were ready to be cut. I wanted to write about it, but really I just enjoyed what I was doing, even though I was super tired and it was late. Oh, and they were from a mix. I usually make homemade, but I saw the cotton candy mix and had to try it for the kids.
Yesterday, I also went to a yoga class and this morning I am highly aware of every single muscle in my body. 😉 But I would do it again.
I once was an observer of people and life, and now I try to live life. I tell you I knew a lot more when I was just observing, and now that I am living, I have found out there are more things to learn about humans and relationships that I could not have known as just as observer. I am grateful.
I have been awkward and shy all of my life, but now I am less so, but I tend to approach people and relationships as if I am still the same shy girl and wait for them to initiate. I actually asked someone to lunch last week and I am proud of myself even though from all accounts I probably did not achieve social greatness.
I have found the Big Bang Theory on reruns, and even though I thought it was sacrilegious when it first came out, it is quite funny. I relate to all of the characters in one way or another, especially see myself like Raj’s girlfriend even though I’m not sure I am anything like her anymore. I love nerdy people and the fact that Ian Terry won Big Brother last year and John Cochran won Survivor this past season is just the bomb. Yes, I watch Big Brother and Survivor, because I love to observe people. Perhaps I should have been a scientist who studies people.
This is just your run of the mill average just because post even though I have other things to write about. Yesterday, I read about Zach Sobiech, and I want to be just like him when I grow up. To be honest, I keep thinking about falling into a pit because I am not living the life I thought I should be living, but I am choosing to embrace the life I have and trust that God will lead me to the places I am supposed to go. Zach’s beautiful song, “Clouds” speaks to this end. Hope you enjoy!
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