Since embracing simplicity, or maybe I should say, since giving simplicity a little shoulder “squeeze” as members of the opposite sex often do, I have started to wonder if my voice matters. Mainly because I haven’t found as much time to write. Inside I think…
- I am not as elegant as Ann or myriads of other bloggers.
- I’ve blogged longer than others I know and yet my blog has not “taken off” like others do.
If success is determined by how many times my post is shared or how many interactive comments I receive, then I’ve shirked success pretty easily. Mainly, I like blogging because I love the study of people, and God teaches me so much through others.
At times though, jealousy can rear its ugly head.
Have you read Matthew 12:34? It says, “out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks.”
In the same way, jealousy is an emotion that points to a heart condition. When it occurs, you can know that you need to tear down some idols.
When you are “cleaning house” and simplifying, you will begin to notice what’s at the core of your emotions too.
God may be asking you for more room for Him in your heart, and that’s a GREAT thing!
The thing is…whether I share my voice through blogging, mothering, teaching, or wherever, it is important. It is not important because my post is shared 80 bazillion times. It is not important for me to be recognized (the root of the idol and jealousy). It is important simply because God gave it to me to share. Your voice is just as vital.
As you simplify, you may have less time to do what you love or you may have to give up something you’d rather not. Your idols will be different. Your changes will reflect different struggles than me and my blogging issues.
As you lean in and squeeze simplicity, know that you are becoming more of what God intends for you to be.
Monica says
Jamie, I totally relate to the first half of this post. I have wasted countless hours in the comparison trap…and while I’ve in now way mastered this, I’m now down to wasting countless minutes. Baby steps. 🙂 Thanks your your honesty and vulnerability here. I love your voice and am blessed when you share it.
Jamie says
Thank you, Monica! I so appreciate your encouragement.
Monica says
Um, that should say “no way” not “now way.”
Aprille says
Love this one. And your voice DOES matter!
Jamie says
🙂